December 2010
how is it fair?
Really? I mean, really? You ask me if it’s alright if you can drink with your friends on New Years and I tell you, it’s alright but once I tell you what I’m gonna be doing, you don’t want me too and I don’t “understand” why you don’t want me too. How it is fair that I always have to wait around for you to see if you can hang out, but you’re...
Lady Gaga taught me Its okay to be different....
fuck.
Lately, I’ve been thinking about the past few months, and thinking about all of the things I should have done differently or new things I should have tried. I miss how things you used to be a year ago. How in love we were. We’ve been together for 14 months and in the past TWO months, we’ve hung out twice. I feel pathetic. I can’t wait to live, basically, right next to you....